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Self Radical Love Diary Entry: 13 Feb 2010 February 16, 2010

Posted by missqueenb in Life, Radical Self-Love 2010.
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I debated with myself over posting this but since I wrote this in my  journal I have felt so much better so what the hell I’ll let you read it.

I watch my favourite movie, Your name appears

I watch ny favourite television show, your name appears

Watching an advertisement on television, your name appears.

Before I started my self -love journey I hadnt thought you you in years and now you’re all I think about, comsuming my every thought.

I used to think I was incapable of loving someone

and then I met you

Now  I think I’m incapable of loving anyone but you

I know  you dont love me now.

What scares me the most is that maybe, you  didnt love me at all

Even so I will still be incapable of not loving you.

Am I better off thinking you never did? Or thinking you did and now